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hello. just came back from the falls. we were gonna see the .. starts with an a. damn whats the name.. ah w/e, anyway it was sold out. we ended up coming back home... our (as in abe, kristin, and i) plans vary from going to sunset place to getting a smoothie so i don't know what's gonna happen. i put lots of new pictures on myspace. just search for "marybeth loretto" (yes, loretto, kinda a security thing) .. lol even though people can't even see ur last name. i really wanna kep this live journal up but i don't know what to put. lol, ok stuff i starting to come to mind...
last night my sister came home with abe and 2 friends. i went to the kitchen for food, and ended up with gatorade and jiff peanut butter. as a habit, i just eat out of the jiff thing, lol just peanut butter. all her friends were laughing and kristin was pissed! cuz she's all about germz and shit cuz of abe which yeah i can understand, it was gross... and like than it just went downhill from there. she kept on giving me attitude so i just gave it back but like napoleon dynomite style, totally kidding and her friends were laughing and she got SO MAD. and we were about to watch anchorman and like we had the menu ont he screen and like she gave me a signal to leave so i did. i walked to my room and i just felt toally rejected, i just went ont he computer and tears started to slowly fall down... and she came to my room yelling and screaming saying they're her friends and i was being really mean. and w/e. and she's like "really, if i did that with ur friends who come over wouldnt u be mad?" me: "i don't have real friends to come over! don't u understand? that's why i love when you're friends come. because then i have people to talk to. it's not about attention.. i just need people."
then i just bursted into tears. it was neverending. like that was the biggest cry i've had in a while. my sister felt so bad. she hugged me and i just kept crying. and so we made up. and then we were about to watch acnhorman but they wanted to go to taco bell os they did and while they were there i took a shower and then they back and we watched it and then i went to bed. when i woke up i had to go to mrs. panzer's for the practice high school exam thing. to see where i'm at... then i came back home and abe and kristin were here. and kristin got super mario 3 on my computer! except i todesnt work now... then after that we played spades... and then my parents left and then we went to the movies... kinda where i begun. so yeah that's kinda what happened... to whoever saw this...
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I just woke up. New Year's was ok... Green Day was ok... and it's cool 'cause this is the year we graudate so I guess you can say this is a special year or something. I'm listening to At the Drive In, they're pretty good... yeah. I'm nervous about trying to get into Coral Reef. I mean, I sometimes wonder if I'm taking the drama thing too far. I mean, I love it, but maybe it's not for me. When I had Mercedes last, she asked me what I wanted to do and I paused for a while... I said maybe a psychologist or something in music, but I never said drama. Most people don't forget their dreams... I don't know... I'm confused. I was watching Freaks and Geeks and one of the special features was the auditions of the actors on there, so i saw one and it was this girl who's a real bitch and she was good... she did this fake laugh and when she did it I thought the audition was over and like something happened, but it was part of her script... I was kind of fascinated by that... it's so cool. Alright, well there's my first entry... bye.
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